

It all comes back to sustaining the highest high that is love. Aiko finds salvation in her own transparency and in the people, still alive, who give her a reason to carry on. It's about the way vices can be found in everything from isolation to sex to outright gambling with life as we search for freedom. Rather, it’s about all the places we go to escape from reality and ourselves. Trip works because it isn't just about self-medicating or journeying through a grief-ridden mind. The production seems to twinkle as Aiko, “on her way to heaven,” finally makes her peace. “Frequency” is a hopeful prayer for liberation: “Free my city, freed my seed/Bless my situation, give me freedom/Bless the generation, give them mercy.” And on the rose-colored “Ascension,” Brandy’s feathery voice is a perfect complement to Aiko's. The adoration the two share for each other is palpable as they sing back and forth-“mommy sing to me” and “Nami sing to me ”-over piano chords that, coincidentally, bring to mind Big Sean’s “Memories.” It’s sentimental and effective there’s nothing like the love of a child to clarify blurry visions of the future. “Sing to Me,” featuring Aiko’s daughter Namiko Love, is one of the album’s shining moments. Optimism sets in as the clarity from the trip materializes.

Towards the back end, the gloom begins to subside. Aiko’s constant search “for a brother’s love in every single man” ties into her hope that if she can just “get high enough,” she can reach him. Ultimately, all of this is built around the grief. “Overstimulated” captures the dizzying effects of stimulants like cocaine and Adderall, but there’s a seductive element in her lyrics that makes the high sound as fleeting as a noncommittal lover. “Pop one, pop two, pop three, four pills/These things tell me how I should feel,” she sings on “Nobody,” convinced she can (or has to) handle her problems alone. With “Nobody” and “Overstimulated,” she battles her demons of addiction. On “Jukai,” Aiko grapples with the concept of suicide, inspired by Japan’s Aokigahara forest.

It generally does well as chilled-out background music, but it’s also worthwhile as a focused listen, as some of Aiko’s most honest writing shows up here. These two tracks are some of the more dynamic within an album that can feel a bit one-note at times. Lyrically, it’s a sexy party hookup anthem (“Why you make it so complicated?/Off the drink, we concentratin’/I know you won’t leave me hangin’,” goes the hook), but it ends up feeling like that moment when you’re too faded to actually complete the mission. While the skating rink groove of “OLLA (Only Lovers Left Alive)” is the album’s most ostensibly pop-facing moment, the Swae Lee-assisted “ Sativa” is the immediate standout. Trip is more committed to its narrative of self-discovery than churning out a hit, but there are a few potentials. With that, Trip exists for its own sake and on its own terms it’s a respectable undertaking, even if 90 minutes seems daunting. Aiko has completely opened herself up for this work, bravely mourning in public and exposing all the ways she tried and failed to do so in private. It’s all part of a larger multimedia project comprising an emotional short film, the album, and a forthcoming book of poetry. Where her peers often drift towards dense electronica or hip-hop to inform their sounds and give them commercial appeal, Aiko keeps this music light and ambient, a space where she’s at her best. The airiness of Aiko’s voice blends well into the spare, psychedelia-inspired productions courtesy of Dot Da Genius, Fisticuffs, and Amaire Johnson among others. Befitting its length, these are highs that last for hours on end. As a concept album, Trip aims to translate the hallucinogenic highs of weed, LSD, and shrooms into sound.
